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BLUES   Leave a comment

Have you ever attended a church camp or retreat, and the leader(s) warned you about the “let down” after you went home?  You get all pumped up and fired up and hopefully Holy Spirit-filled and inspired while away, and then you come back home and you don’t sustain that same feeling.

I get the Sunday blues.  So many years I’ve battled the Sunday blues.  When Randy was alive I didn’t have to worry – I had him as company and we often did something or talked after church.  Now that he’s gone, the Sunday Blues are back.

The whole afternoon and evening seem to stretch before me, without anything to keep me busy and take my mind away from how much I miss him and my grief.  I had forgotten to make plans, to make a list of things to do.  So I came home today and all I want to do is crawl back into bed.

I’m not going to.  I will continue to struggle the rest of today.  There is always something to do around the apartment.  I am blessed that I have a church that I can go to in freedom and be lifted up, spiritually, and taught and grow in my relationship with God.  Just, the blues are hard.

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Posted May 28, 2017 by Maureen in Christian, Musings

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LIKE A LITTLE KID   Leave a comment

I have been volunteering as a teacher or assistant in Children’s Ministry at churches I attend for…. wow – 16 years.  I didn’t quite realize how long it had been until I wrote that.  One of the things I have always heard was that to be successful in children’s ministry you have to be kind of a big kid yourself. And I have never really thought of myself as a big kid.

So this week was kind of a chuckling eye opener for me.  On Wednesday nights I trade off teaching the Grade School kids with another teacher.  We finished our curriculum last week and the new one has not come in, so we had a party.   Since she’s the Children’s Minister for the church she did all the work, bless her heart.  She bought snacks and drinks and set up games for us.

I came into the Kids area and a big grin spread across my face.  Ping Pong!  I LOVE ping pong!  Corn Hole!  I LOVE corn hole!  A carpet bowling game!  I LOVE carpet bowling!  Tiny cupcakes!  Pretzels!  YEAH!!!

I wrote her the next day how much I enjoyed it.  I was just being honest and letting her know her hard work and planning had not gone unnoticed or unappreciated.  She wrote back, “One of the things I love about you is that you are truly a kid at heart.”  It made me smile.  ‘Cause, I guess I did sound like a little kid in my email.  And I guess I really am a kid at heart when you get right down to it.  And since Jesus said we should all have the heart of a child, that is okay with me that I am that way.

Posted May 26, 2017 by Maureen in Christian, Musings, Uncategorized

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PRAYER   Leave a comment

I gave my heart and life to God in September, 1986.  Or it might have been 1987.  At any rate — a long time ago.  One thing I heard right away from God was “pray”.  Which I have done all these years.  I have read books on prayer, heard sermons on prayer, attended numerous prayer meetings, and been on prayer chains.

Isn’t it great that God always has something new for us to learn?  At the beginning of each year it is the practice at the church I attend to start off the first full week with early morning prayer, and then about the middle of the month to the end of the month, our Pastor calls us to fast.  He teaches about both these things before we do them, and encourages us to participate during January.

This year he decided to have the early morning prayer hour each month, during the first full week of each month.  And I have attended each one.  It works out well with my work schedule and I have enjoyed it very much.  God has given me visions for myself and the church and my theme has been “Further Up and Further In”, meaning strive towards the goal, the prize.  Try to know God better and deeper here on Earth and share that with others.

Through all this my prayer life has gotten deeper and… has had more clarity. I feel better, through and through.  I didn’t think I needed it, but God has shown me that I only thought I was praying before.  My prayer life has gone further up and further in towards God and my relationship with Him.

Go Further UP. Go Further In to God.  And with God.

 

 

Posted May 13, 2017 by Maureen in Uncategorized