Am I spending too much time on the internet? This is a question I’ve asked myself, especially now that it is a new year and it is the inclination to examine what has been and look at what is coming. Do I have more relationship with people online then I do in person?
I was telling friends just recently that I think I may have one more year (if that) on this husband-search I’ve been on. It is very time-consuming. I do spend a lot of time on the internet, searching, looking, talking. I really don’t want to do it anymore. I have other things I want to be doing. Other goals to reach. Classes to take. Ministry to be a part of. Writing. Art. Exercising. All kinds of things.
I don’t want my relationships to be online. I want face-to-face! I really, truly, honestly, seriously want that with a husband. I know it may not be possible. If it does not happen that I can meet someone who will be my life partner, then I will do those things alone. But I do want to do them. And then, God willing, I can make friends and buddies in person.
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